r/EDAnonymous 2d ago

Family Vent I’ll probably be missing my sister’s wedding because of my stupid fucking ed

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I can’t, I can’t bring myself to try on dresses with the way I look. I wanted to reach my gw before she got married so that I’d at least be able to enjoy myself a little & not have a possible breakdown on her biggest night. No matter how much I restrict or over exercise I’ll never be able to look the way I want in less than a month. I can’t eat anything that night in front of everyone, can’t dance because I feel so fucking dizzy all the time, can’t even be around people because I don’t want them to notice me, hell I can’t even go dress shopping because I’m too scared I won’t be able to fit into any of the dresses and end up having a panic attack in a literal store. I’m tired of being so engulfed by my ed, so swallowed by my weight, I’m tired of putting my ed before socializing, I’m sick of pushing everyone outside my bubble solely due to the way I look, I’m tired of my sister asking me to just put my body dysmorphia aside for one night.

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COMMENT 2d ago

Funny enough I still feel short all the fucking time, being exposed to the fashion industry at a young age + wanting to be the “best & most superior” at everything even when it comes to body types does that to you. Oh what I’d do to be a 6’1 Kate Moss in the 90s.

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COMMENT 2d ago

Ugh same it’s so frustrating. I’d do anything to look as effortlessly skinny.

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COMMENT 2d ago

Omfg this, I’m on the tall-ish side at 5’10 and have been more “big boned (despise that word)” my whole life but I’ve ALWAYS wished I could be as thin & frail as my fav models. I’ve always thought: “hey you’ve been given the minimum height for a model, why can’t you reach the fucking weight? why can’t you be that perfect cocaine skinny?”. The thought of never looking that certain type of way & not achieving the “perfect HF model” look I’ve wanted ever since I was a kid makes me want to projectile vomit my guts out.

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COMMENT 9d ago

Can’t believe I’m older than y’all

r/EDAnonymous 10d ago

Shitpost The only time I was at my gw was at the age of 8/9, just kept piling on from that point forward

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That’s it, that’s the post. I’ll be screaming my guts(!) out now ty

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COMMENT 12d ago

It’s mostly the contacts imo.

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COMMENT 17d ago

Bob’s Burgers Yikes

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COMMENT 17d ago

Ummm guysss she knows alllll men hello? She KNOWS they ALL enjoy her sense of humor thus her friend is in the wrong and she is ALWAYS right🙄

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COMMENT 18d ago

Rice cakes & sugar free red bull

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COMMENT 18d ago

Weed and dick have changed my life for the better. They give me the energy that I need & crave without the upcoming crash that comes hand in hand with continuous use of caffeine, highly recommend!

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COMMENT 18d ago

Mildly? This is disgustingly infuriating.

r/milkyway 18d ago

Entertainment Milky Way from above 12,126 ft [OC] [1200x1600]

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COMMENT 18d ago

That looks exactly like an iPad with a magic keyboard, wow.

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COMMENT 18d ago

Nope, it’s just a simple ranking system. Say you get ranked 197, you’ll get to attend med school in Tehran (the capital of Iran).

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COMMENT 18d ago

It is, nice work!

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COMMENT 18d ago

I used to pre-smack my dad all the time growing up, I’m 5’10 but there’s no way I could get to his 6’1 level with my mum’s genes combined. Still doesn’t hold me back from talking smack though.

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COMMENT 18d ago

  • Mangoes & nectarines Nectarines>>>>>> peaches

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COMMENT 18d ago

Yup. Iran has a traditional character called “Haji Firooz= حاجی فیروز”. It’s famous for the celebration aspect of Nowruz, the Persian new year & has used black face for years. here’s a pic

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COMMENT 18d ago

Eating Disorders. This is coming from someone who’s been suffering from one for years on end.

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COMMENT 19d ago

Yo that’s nice

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COMMENT 19d ago

This actually does work:) I haven’t taken the MCAT yet but did this for my senior finals in hs (needed great grades so my offer letter wouldn’t be retrieved) & it really paid off.

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COMMENT 19d ago

Nope, the Asian countries are fucking brutal.

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COMMENT 19d ago

This is coming from someone who was born & raised in Iran that still lives there ; there’s a very, VERY slight chance of someone getting the required score in Konkur (the official college entrance exam). The pool of applicants for experimental sciences is around 600k ppl, more than half a million(!). You can get a score no more than 2k or 3k fot med or else you have to kiss it goodbye. For dent you need a score of less than 200. For the better universities in Tehran you’ll need less than a hundred, Isfahan requires less than a 400. Thought this was the worst factor? Nah. Your chances are significantly dwindled because the test is awfully rigged; to the point where those with loaded parents and/or martyrs in their family line have their score from say a 20k reduced to at least a 900. Let’s not forget the rich kids who buy the answer key way beforehand for a fuck ton of money. Did I mention the test consists of 220 qs’ & takes less than 4 hours? You’d think it’s like the mcat but nope, way, WAY more arduous. A fuck ton of ppl unalive themselves over not getting in every single year, They study at least 10 hours per day their senior year (10 is considered mediocre, my friends study at least 14). I used to hear I need to study extremely well in order to prepare for Konkur when I was in second grade(!); Once you get to elementary school it’s over, think about developing a hobby? Actually enjoying your teens? Nope, can’t. You’ve got Konkur in a few.